If I could tell the me of two years ago how happy I would be right in this moment, she would be shocked but so relieved. You know you are happy when you drink rum and Black Cherry sparkling soda and you are overcome with gratefulness. I'm just sitting here staring at the empty space … Continue reading i’m so happy
I'm monologue-ing again... inside my head. These are things I'll probably never say - which sucks because I need to say them. They always boil up inside, overflowing. Everyone should say what they mean to say, admit what they want and not play with each other's hearts. I should be honest all the time and … Continue reading the monologue of relationship stress
How can you watch someone you love hurt over and over again and not hurt? How do you continue to love someone whose values don't align with yours at all? How do you acknowledge the person that they are and accept that they are no longer your friend? How do you tell someone you love … Continue reading pride and hurting
1.What one event, big or small, are you going to tell your grandchildren about? Getting my ACL reconstructed and hobbling around on crutches. 2.If you had to describe your 2017 in 3 words, what would they be? Busy, productive, revealing. 3.What new things did you discover about yourself? I'm capable of swerving around awkward situations … Continue reading 2017 year in review
I'm lonely, and that's good because I'm still looking. I'm lonely and that's good because I didn't do something I regret. I'm lonely, and that's good because I'm working on myself. I'm lonely, but I still love myself. I'm lonely, but I'm still happy.